He looked relieved when she winked at him and Dennis rumbled on “you will be OK anyway, and I will return your mum safe, sound and undamaged, then y...u can go back to living with her full time from next Wednesday… and woe betide you if you ever let her down, or you will have me to deal with….” We rose from the table Nan and I watching them go, her clearing down and inviting me to her place to “watch telly,” grinning “it looks like were surplice…!” I set the cameras going in the office, they. I know that doesn't make any sense, but that's the way Ifeel."Mom scowled and said, "There's more to being a woman than jacking offlike a teenage boy. I thought you wanted to be like me." I do want to be like you, but now I don't know if I can really do it.It's going to be so different."Mom lit a cigarette and said, "Of course its going to be different,Nancy! You're not a little boy any more. You're full grown woman." But I don't feel like a full grown woman on the inside, Mom. I neverhave,. “And remember to put brandy on the shopping list!” Doreen added.There was much discussion in the taxi back about the ‘dress code’ for the barbecue/disco. Doreen’s suggestion that we should all be ‘starkers’ was quickly ruled out and in the end, the ladies who’d brought smart summer dresses won the day.As well as providing the music, Tim agreed to man the barbecue, with Ingrid in charge of food prep. I was to help Susan prepare the Sangria. She was incredibly shy. Pretty for her age (pushing. Looking at my watch, I realized that I didn't have any time to worry because we would have to leave the bar now in order to get back to our house by 10:00. We finished our drinks, paid our tab and made our way back to our house. The walk to our house seemed painfully slow but in reality, it is only a ten minute walk from the bar to our house. It was only a few minutes from our closing the door to hearing the doorbell ring. I knew that it was Eric and I would have to decide right now whether I.