I know him a little. I don't think he ever been to school, but he's smart. Good enough with numbers to handle the money, and clever enough to know how...much he can palm without gettin' his throat slit." Can't somebody help him?" I asked. "Take him in?" What, and make him a ward of the state? Send him to some group home where he'll be beaten by the bigger k**s and turned into a hardened criminal before his voice changes? I know you don't believe it, but in some ways, he may be better off this. I later would learn that this pill was actually 100 milligrams of Viagra. “You know the routine Michael, just breathe normally.” I nodded and heard her tell Pam that I was ready and if she needed anything else to call her. I don’t remember anything until I heard Pam’s voice. “We’re all done Michael, everything went extremely well." I was still a bit groggy and just nodded. “I look forward to seeing you again next week Michael, have a fantastic day.” I got up from the chair, grabbed my. What Ruth said next stopped all that. What she said next had me firmly stuck to my chair in surprise."What about that thing," she asked. All three were staring at me intently, "Do you miss the sex?"This is one of those moments where time takes a rain check.The room was completely still. The only thing I could hear was the thudding of my heart which was lodged somewhere between my ears. Had I heard right? What the fuck did she just ask? I felt my mouth fall open in shock as her words rattled. ‘SHIT’ i quickly sucked my fingers dry and made my way home. I pulled onto the driveway and I could see ben through the kitchen window with just a towel around his waist. It was unreal how much i wanted him there and then. i grabbed my phone from my bag dialled the home number and ordered him into bed before i walked through the door. I locked my car up and kicked off my shoes as i ran up the stairs. Ben had obeyed me and obviously knew what was in store as he was laying back on the bed with.