I ran away." Let me call Mary." Karen said. "I'm sure she must be worried about you." Mary knows. She and I had a long talk this afternoon and, you kn...w what, I feel a whole lot better because she didn't try to tell me what to do. She talked about my needs and what she believed was best, but more importantly, she listened. She actually wanted to hear what I thought and how I felt" Well Joe, I'm here and I'd like to listen"Joe took a deep breath and let it out in a long sigh before continuing.. I know that place.Everybody thinks it's going to be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump." We're going to go to see the Vatican and maybe get to see the Pope." That's rich," laughed the hairdresser. "You and a million other people trying to see him. He'll look the size of an ant. Boy, good luck on this lousy trip of yours. You're going to need it."A month later, the woman again came in for a hairdo. The hairdresser asked her about her trip to Rome."It was wonderful,". As I looked at them, I saw that Sue had broken away from talking to Richard and Jill and smiling and laughing with Francis.Now over the years, because of my insecurities and fantasies, I’ve always been very sensitive to seeing guys hit on Sue or her flirting with men at parties or in bars. When she was younger, she was a fairly quiet girl, but as the years have passed she’s grown in confidence, she’s become far more outgoing.From the early years of our marriage, we’ve talked about my particular. There was no going back. Cousin Danny slid off my tank top and devoured my breasts. I'd hooked up with boys and even went all the way once with a clumsy ex-boyfriend but this was so totally different. Every inch of my skin was awake and alive. He sucked on my nipples and lapped them in circles with his tongue. Danny flipped me over and massaged my back with his massive hands. He pulled off my shorts and massaged my butt. I was dripping wet and feeling so good. No one had ever touched me this.