"What look?", she demanded."The one that you have when you are about to run away".Angela couldn't understand how this man could read her like an open ...ook. The only person that knew her that well was Georgia but she had talked to her and expressed her deepest thoughts. The amount of time she had spent with James was minimal and they hadn't talked that much. But that didn't prevent him from reading her face and her reactions easily."How are you?", he asked and for a while she couldn't understand. The man on whose lap I sat, who hugged me when I fell, who taught me to swim, ride a bike, walk, climb trees, fish, shoot, protected me through the first thirteen, had become a stranger ... just another man."Daddy, it liked to have killed me to strike MY mother ... my beautiful mom, the bearer of my secrets and the giver of my life ... my mentor ... but YOU made me do it! I'll never forgive you."The door opened behind me. I didn't need to look, I knew who it was. I put out my hand and the paper. He had snorted derisively upon seeing the lock. “What a piece of shit,” he’d muttered. “Amazon has this listed as choice, but it’s got a flaw most intelligent manufacturers eliminated twenty years ago.”With that, he’d reached into his pocket, selected a small metal tool from a leather pouch, and pushed it in the lock. A second later, the lock popped open. They had then proceeded to happily relax and smoke for an hour.Though he’d promised that a chimp could open the lock, Melissa was still. You think other men, or other people consider you inadequate.Because your a submissive type, AND you're gay you often feel like the "real men" out there have been put on pedestals by other people, just like you do with certain types of men out there... and you think you have been "left out" because you're a bottom and not a real man, AND you think everyone knows it too. This is something gays in the closet think and feel... Yep you are gay!!!7. You use sexual fantasies as an escape from your.