” Udhar phone pe Roshan unhe bolta hai, “Aunty aap toh ek aurat ho. Aapke liye sex lena mushkil hai kya. Kamal ko seduce kyu nahi karti aap? Woh t...h pehle se hi aap pe lattu hai.”Mom boli, “Roshan mann toh keh raha hai ki try karu. Par fir lagta hai ki kahin sex ke chakkar mein main galat toh nahi kar rahi.”Roshan bola, “Bhawna ji aap ek aurat hai aur ab toh divorcee bhi. Aap chaho toh kisi ke sath bhi sambandh bana sakti hai.” Mom ne use kaha, “Chalo abhi toh mera paaani nikal gaya hai. Main. ..you're hired." For 30 or so hours a week, I walked around different stores (Weinstocks had five in the Sacramento CA area) caught shoplifters and I did not have to invest in several hundred dollars in clothing to make $3.35 an hour. I was making $5.80, so my life was pretty good. As was the case with the Arden Fair store of this now defunct chain, employees had to park way in the back. My "seemed right" assignment was I walked the females or anyone else that wanted, to their cars, made. "I don't think so," I smirked, already having an idea of whichopportunity I wanted to take advantage of next.I got up with a casual grace that I had never possessed before andbarely even noticed. I was in a new body and walking in high heels, yetI didn't feel at all out of balance anymore. In fact, I was beginning tofeel oddly normal, though I didn't really give that any thought.Then I calmly strolled back to the den and immediately went to theliquor cabinet. I had tried alcohol before, or at. Mein hayraan sa ho gya. Unki kamre wali darwaja bandh kiya aur bua ki peechhe peechhe apna kamre pe pahunch gya. Bua apni haat ki saari kapre mere kursi ka upar rakh diyee aur mera paalang pe so gayi. Mein darwaja bandh kiya aur bua ki bagal pe sone ka taiari kya. Mera paalang chaurai pe chhota tha dono ke liye, iss liye mein bua ki maatha ki taraf apna pyaar kar ke sona chaha. Magar bua ki naa pasand thee, to unho ne mujhe kheench kar apni bagal pe sulayi. Meri badan chhoone pe sharam aata.