Purnell asked me to call her Marjorie from now on. I said I would and thanked her for all her help. She chuckled as did Grace. It was then she turned ...ery serious and said, "Rachel, you have to stop withdrawing inside of yourself. No answers are going to come to you from that place you disappear to. All you are doing is running away from reality and any hope of getting the answers you seek. You are much to smart for that and you know I am right."I nodded and said, "It was a very safe place for. My saturated sex smelled so exotic and sexy.Two fingers from each hand rhythmically caressed and rubbed different areas of my glistening wonderland. My well-practiced hands paid particular attention to my stiff clitoris and fleshy labia. Using different types of pressure, speed, and motion I brought myself closer to my goal.I placed a finger on either side of my clitoris and began stroking up and down, while I used two other fingers to rub my clitoral hood in a circular motion. Oh yes, I was on. Hope that the love he surely felt for me would make him stay and not leave. And if he decided not to stay, hope for another relationship to make me forget this one. ‘I need hope!’ Hoping beyond hope and longing for a glimmer of hope, desperate for hope, I needed hope to cling onto for comfort and to get me through my day. Only, it was hopeless. There was no hope. Not taking care in what I asked for, wishing upon a shooting star, I fell to my knees and prayed to God for hope. ‘Please dear God. We introduce ourselves, the man mountain is Greg and the smaller guy (although he is still about six foot tall) is Mark. They tell me they are on business, I explain my situation and we chitchat for a while. The wine is flowing and before long we begin to start uber flirting. In my head I imagine them naked and looking at Greg’s feet wonder if the correlation between feet and cock is true as his feet are huge!I take off the little cover up I have over my dress and note how both guy’s.