In record time she was back with the correct file and a steaming hot coffee, something no other temp had achieved. On Friday afternoon, I told the old...dragon running the typing pool that I had found my PA. I told Helen. She gave me a tremulous smile revealing small pearly white teeth and thanked me. Much, much later, I found out that the 20% raise in pay to PA level for junior managers was the difference between her mother having to sell their house or not. Helen rode the roller coaster of. As I was getting dressed the other day and looking at the reflection inthe full length mirror in my bedroom, with my slacks and blouse andhairstyle and makeup, I realized how ..... well ..... how feminine Ilooked. Of course, I did look kind of like an underdeveloped girl withslim hips and no breasts - but a girl nevertheless. And to be honest Iwas conflicted. After all I was a boy, and I wanted to stay a boy. ButI also like to dress up nicely and wear makeup and a hairstyle thatlets me fit in. Things were went bad after that.She removed her hand from my penis.She would also felt that difference.She smiled with little hesitation. On that day I did not wear any underwear. I felt my penis started to erect. I controlled myself and little later i finished that class session. Next day she sat kept some distance.I understood why she behaves like that. I called her Paravayillay packathile vanthu vukkaru”.She told me “Uncle naan nettu, theriame, pattuchi.Sorry”I was shocked hearing that. -- she and Al had been planning to run a little separately from Team 2 the rest of the trip after the wedding, sometimes camping separately, a kind of a mini-honeymoon on the river. Now they wouldn't even be on the same raft. With Team 2 taking one fewer raft the next trip the problem would solve itself, but Scooter thought that had to be a little disappointing.Al said he hoped that would do it for the summer, but Scooter thought he was optimistic; there were always changes, and she didn't.