Maine ghar mai batya ki mai mere birthday ki night apne friends ke sath bitayungi aur phir anchal aur mai uss randi ke pass gaye. Kafi saari patli pat...i galiyon mai se nikalne ke baad hum ek chote se ghar mai gaye jahan humrn vo randi mili.usne apna naam twinkle bataya.Twinkle boli-“chalo yahan se bahar chalo.yahan kissi ne tum shehar ki choriyon ko dekhliya to yahin sadak pe izzat loot lenge” Hum teeno wahan se bahar nikal ke main road pe apni gadi mai jaake baith gaye.Twinkle boli – “tujhe. We’ll give Anoush a burial when we pull into town.’ ‘How close are we?’ I ask flatly. ‘Just a few hours.’ With that, he leaves the room and strides down the hall, his soft boots making gentle thumps against the floorboards that seem to be in time with my own heartbeat. ‘Just a few hours,’ I repeat to no one in particular. Just a few hours and I can disembark forever. I look at Anoush’s lifeless face and at once bless and curse the poor bastard. He has found eternal peace, but he had to find it. He asked if Mark wanted to meet him out in front of the building, or should he come up first to Mark’s flat? Mark mumbled to come up to his flat first, he guessed. And then Mark spent the next hour with butterflies in his stomach trying to pick out the best outfit to wear. He reprimanded himself for being so silly, and Brian could not be interested in him at all.And with that thought crossing his mind, Mark had a huge moment of self-awareness. Never, never would Mark consider himself being. She didn’t let her fuck him but she did perform oral sex. I told her that we all made decisions and lived with the consequences. She offered to be my slut for the night and in the morning. They were staying until Monday and she would be mine until she flew home.I held the door for her and said, “You don’t know what you want. You close your eyes to things and lie to yourself and others about what you really want. Go back to your husband and lie to him and to yourself while the VP you sucked.