.…{How could you do this, how could you let yourself lose control and in the arms of another, not just any other but your sons friend, you’re not ...it to be a mother, you’re not fit to be a wife}….I gingerly stand and make my way to bed where I cry myself to sleep.Chapter: TwoDammit...I look at the bedside clock and see its almost midday, half the day is almost gone. Unsure of myself I wonder what really happened last night, was it just an erotic dream? My uncertainty comes to fruition when I. I rang the bell nervously and Mrs Hubert opened it and walked back into the lounge."Sit there," she said, pointing to the sofa. We sat together and I wondered if I had misunderstood and this was to be a grilling or a lecture."So you and Mandy are not like you used to be," she ventured. I nodded."Have you had...?" she mumbled, the bravado having suddenly disappeared."No," I said. "Just..." Fumbling around up against the wall and feeling her up in the car while I'm in the shop," she said,. " What are you two going to do about... ?" We'll think of something," Danny said. "I've been looking around." There's a pool an' all sorts of stuff," Diane said. "Have you seen it?" I'll be back in a few minutes," Devlin said, as Diane grabbed her hand and tugged it.Thirty minutes later, after a tour of the pool, the sauna and the exercise machines, and especially after a stop in the cafeteria for a 'treat'--Devlin made sure to get something for Anna--they returned to the room. Anna was sitting. “No! She asked you to stay, knowing that she’d have to go out shopping if you said ‘yes’.”“Your mom is the best! She’s letting us say goodbye properly.”“You think I’m that easy, Steve Adams? That’ll I just go to bed with you at the drop of a hat?”“Yes! Any hat, in fact!” I chuckled, pushing my fedora off the table next to us and onto the floor.We went upstairs, laughing, and went to Kara’s room and made love passionately and urgently. We cuddled for a bit, she checked the clock, then pushed me.