Now I have been fighting alcohol and d**g addiction since I was 11yrs old I was pretty much a full blown alcoholic by 14 and it was tough getting to 2... years old when I went to rehab although I did straighten up completely for about a year I have demons in me that just like to party so I quit drinking altogether as I was going to kill myself or worse someone else and if you have never had to battle any kind of addiction feel very blessed although we all have our demons as much as I hate. ****Entry 3:My first day on the test site was .... amazing. First, I was introducedas "Alison", and nobody even blinked about that. In fact, everyone usesonly female pronouns for me, and it feels so good I cant even begin to dojustice to it. Right now, I feel like even if it turns out that theexperiment fails, to have this moment will be enough to sustain me .Doesnt mean I'm going to stop hoping and praying its a total success.****Entry 4.Got tested, poked, and prodded six ways from Sunday. “You always were my fantasy.” It was fortunate for me that Hunter liked the good things in life - fast cars, big houses, flash yachts… and the centrefold from the first porno mag he’d wanked off to. “I like that I made you shoot your load before I even met you.” I pulled down hard on Hunter’s cock; hard enough to make him gasp as I filled his head with my dirty words. “Your spunk splattering over my naked body.” One of my clients said listening to me talk dirty was like apple and cinnamon for. Or me so raha tha to mujhe meri behen ki awaj sunai di wo bathroom me naha rahi thi mera lund waise hi tanaa hua tha meine socha aaj apna kaam ho jayega or ek choot chodne ke liya mil jayegi mummy bhi ghar pe nahi hain. Maine bathroom ke door pe ankhain laga ke ander dekha to mujhe jyoti ki choot ki jhalak mil gayi mera lund or tann kaya ab mera man choot chodne ka hone laga wo apna sarir punchh rahi thi to me ander aa gaya or sone ka natak karne laga jyoti ko laga ki me so gaya isliye wo towel.