But, after the delivery of the baby, whenever she was feeding, by seeing her semi-naked tits, I started lusting for her. But what to do now? I was in ... dilemma.By the time I was in dilemma, Anu didi caught hold of my 8″ rod in her fist and pressing it, she said, “Sanju.. Suck” and she pressed my face to her bosom. My god! She was thinking of me as her hubby! But at the same time, I didn’t want to lose the opportunity.So I took my sister’s nipple and was sucking. The breast milk was flowing. We dated for a little while, before he started pressuring me to have sex with him. I always loved laying with him, cuddling, and laying on him ( when hes on the couch). I actually never thought much about sex, I mean Im only 12. Id let him finger me before, which I thought was good enough. I mean I was letting him do something that he wanted to do. Cause it wasnt like I wanted it, it was just really uncomfortable and it hurt. That and we would make out all the time. I even let touch my body any. Robyn, the man my sweet little boy became was a big disappointment to me. He inherited some physical characteristics from his father that I admired. He's devastatingly handsome. He's big and strong. His deep voice resonates with power. In appearance, he's an alpha male, like his father. But he was also a bully, like his father, and disrespectful to women, made fun of fat or skinny or short people, was prejudiced against blacks and Hispanics and native Americans, and called the less fortunate. "Stop there, or I'll tell Mom about this." Her words made me stand still. I feel chilling run all over as my thought of her telling this to Mom. "Face me. …. Now."I turned back to face her. My organ began to soften but still tented my pants. The liquid that oozed from my penis damp my pants to a round wet circle. She moved to sit on the rim of her bed, feet hanging down to the floor. Looking up and down between my face and my pant."You were peeping into my gown, don't you?" She asked."Errr...