Somewhere along the line, I started to say no and it came out OK. That's when I knew it was time. I was surprised, but I knew I was ready, due to his ...ersistence. So I gave in. I was scared, nervous, uncomfortable, but exhilarated, happy, excited, and curious. I actually found myself looking forward to it. I was overwhelmed by the sheer pleasure and the romantic moment.I sent him out of the room, then I stripped my way up the stairs, leaving a boot at the foot of the stairs, another boot a. “Do you understand fully the situation here?” Adam asked quietly, his words so close to her ear, she was startled. “Yes,” she replied, her voice hoarse and tentative. “Yes, sir,” he commanded softly, brushing her hair behind her ear as he spoke into it. The touch of his fingers was unexpected and she stiffened, gasping softly. “Yes, sir,” she repeated, gritting her teeth. “Just to be sure, let’s review.” Adam’s hand went to Jane’s bare waist, a slight caress sliding across her hip as he spoke.. Now, with all this in the open, and you know the shameful things I've done as a older single man - -what the fuck do I do now?? The knock on the door came as a surprise to me at first, as I lying on the couch, contemplating my life in review. I felt like I was going through a mid-life crisis, as I'm 40 years old now, and have no career, no wife, no house, and I just had to give my dog away as I couldn't even take care of him anymore. I was totally alone in this world, except for my three year. She shook out her short, brown hair, teasing it with her free hand. Her sister Maya might keep telling her to try it long, but Bailey liked the utilitarian cut. And it was cute, whatever Maya said. Well, Courtney had said so too, and that had worked out so very well in the end. Bailey squelched that line of thinking before it could go any further. The whole point of coming out to the ocean was to forget about things like that. It counted as meditation, floating on the board and waiting for.