“And then, when she needs me, I’m not here!” dad crouched by the grave and shuddered.That was all that was said on that, but that short explanat...on expanded in my mind and has become a whole horrid story since.Pa whispered “Your ma fears you take after him. You’re a killer.”Now, I understood so much of the distance I had felt growing up. I had been unwanted and feared. It hurt my heart to feel I had somehow let them down and disappointed them just by living. I loved them, and craved that they. "It's been a joy having you here. Obviously I hope it's all over now but you're both welcome back at any time and not just when there's a crisis."She hugged Samantha warmly. "You two were designed for each other in Heaven," she whispered to her.Samantha nearly choked with emotion.She kissed Henry. "Don't get cross," she said. "Just think of the happiness to come."Sir Henry was less demonstrative although when he kissed Samantha he said 'Yum' most appreciatively."You're a dirty old man," she. 45am. By the time I went there mom was in the temple praying. I went near her and said her that I would have come with you if you have waked me up. She did not say anything but busy in praying. After 5minutes, she opened her eyes and smiled at me. I asked her the same question again. She smiled at me and said pray first, I will tell you after we leave the temple. As she said, I prayed and she kept the kumkum between my eyebrows. She asked me to keep the kumkum between her eyebrows and on her. Coffee? I asked Yes please. She hopped up onto the countertop and I made her a cup. And handed it to her. I stood across from her drinking my coffee.So what are you doing today? I asked Well I have a party I have to go to tonight... can you do my makeup? I want something really dark and slutty she giggled. Yeah of course!But the rest of the day I’d like to spend here with you. She smiled.I’d love that. So what’s the party for?Oh it’s a friends birthday. It starts at 6pm with dinner then drinks.