..and then Kimberly got suspended," Kyle finished telling me about howKimberly had finally pushed one of her former bullies too hard.I just nodded. "C...ol." I even smiled faintly as I thought about Kimberlygetting suspended, though I couldn't help but feeling sorry for the girlwhose arm she had broken.Finally, after several more minutes of talking about what I'd missed atschool, Kyle nervously asked, "What's it like?"For a moment I just stared into space thoughtfully, finally. They had come totrain me for my role at their wedding. Had it only been three monthssince I became a pony-girl? It seemed so much longer. I was backedbetween the shafts of a two-seater pony trap and heard clicks as studs onmy waist belt locked into place on shafts mating connections. I was thuslocked in place unable to turn my hips or body. The only option for mewas to stand there looking directly forwards. Reigns were slid througheach bit ring at the side of my face and pulled down to clip. They said no but we have better. They took me to intercontinental. It seemed they were the hotels regular, while they were checking in I called my husband and told him thatI am sleeping at Sunitha’s as I am too drunk. Room number 141, the room where I did my first group. We entered the room the guys took off their pants in a millisecond and were wearing boxers. I was standing in front of them I took of my jacket and the fun began. They both had lust on their eyes, they came close to me, Sameer. .forever and for alwaysyes..." Then Dirk pulled his tongue out of my throat, a whimper snakingits way out to try and pull him back in, but changing to a perverse prayerof thanks as his mouth latched around my swollen breast instead. I don'tknow if it was my body or the drugs...or if the drugs where what did thisto my body in the first place...or if it was all in my head...or if it wasmy heart that was lying...because in this chaotic storm of questions anddoubts one thought kept striking through.