He eased it out and it felt like I was taking a big greasy constipated shit. I cuddled up against Butch's big chest and he wrapped his arms around me ...nd he went right to sleep. I lay there, naked in his arms, my head full of stars, smelling his flesh, and soon I slept, too.Eight months later Butch violated parole and was sent back to prison. After Butch was gone, Mom was cleaning out his stuff and she found a videotape of me and him having sex. I have never seen her so pissed off. She bought. I hand the driver his due, and as I step out of the taxi my flaming red hair billows around my face, blocking my eyes. Sounds… voices… whispers! Crap! Of course, schools not over yet. I hate him for making me meet him all this kids here. They would point and whisper, but that isn’t even the part I can’t stand. I loathe their pity, I find their normal, healthy lives offending. Frustrated with my hair, I yank it out of my face and let it flutter in the wind behind me like a cape. My Eyes! It is. Jamais." (No, my sweet. Never.)Two weeks later was Ronnie's nineteenth birthday. Her parents held anopen house for her. All of her friends, and family were there. Jason hadmet most of her friends over the past few weeks. But, this was the firsttime he had met most of her relatives. He met, aunts, uncles, cousins,and her father's parents. It was like a family reunion for her. Jasongave her a very nice heart-shaped pendant. His parents even called thatevening, to see how things were going with. The fact that I enjoy women is another hot topic.Last month while I was out on my daily morning walk I crossed paths with Scarlett, a tall, slender woman who runs an antique shop downtown. I haven’t seen her in awhile, but she looked great and seemed to be doing well. She was always a bit eccentric, dressing like a hippie, but today looked pretty normal in her wifebeater tank top and sky blue shorts. Scarlett invited me over for coffee so we could catch up on things. I gladly accepted and.