Five more days to go.Tuesday: Well, today is day three without taking my birth control pills. Michael and I talked it over and I think he needs to s...t down with Jason and find a way to let him know it is going to be okay this weekend with him and I going to bed together. Like I told Michael “I don’t want to go through all of this and at the very last second, have Jason pull out and not fill me.” Michael asked me what it was that made me decide to take a chance getting pregnant by Jason. I. . Oops, here they come.”After Jeff and his women had gathered beside the carts at the beginning of the downslope, the supervisor spoke up. “I apologize, ladies, but everyone has to wear hard hats while we are in the tunnel. And before you ask, there isn’t any chance whatsoever of the roof caving in or anything falling on us. The granite is solid and every inch of it has been doubly tested. You may also notice a dry, somewhat dusty smell despite the concrete tunnel cap that was put in place as. You will no longer be sassy towards me, nor nag at neither me, nor anyone else. Your attitude needs adjusting, and I will adjust it anytime it is needed, from now on. You don’t have to agree about any of these things, but I want your permission to make you be more pleasing to me.?Her eyes where stinging from the words. He had never spoken to her like this before, and she could hardly believe her ears. She had a hard time absorbing the words. She knew he was right, but hearing it from his mouth. No hope of escape.So yes, those years were traumatic and they still are even for me to think of them. For that reason, I won't write about it now. I feel that I would go mad if I tried.Frank wouldn't have minded if I told anybody. He actually liked to gloat about it, so he told me in explicit detail what he did to me. There wasn't anything I could do about it. He sealed some of my memories afterward to the point that I'm not exactly sure what my life was before Frank came into the picture. To.