"Do I get to die? I wanna die."For the next four days in a row, Ben and I met for drinks at the Tribes. I cried a little, complained a little, and sig...ed a lot. I was divorced, really and truly divorced from the love of my life, but I was not happy about it.It was Saturday, the fifth day, that my life changed.I was startin' in early at the bar. It was just after noon. I was alone. Ben hadn't arrived yet. I think his wife, Susie, was a little miffed at him for bein' late every day for the past. "A nice choice," he responded, "anyway, as I was about to say, a young lady should only wear silks. You'll see the difference when you meet your boyfriend wearing them and you will feel the difference yourself." I'll have a long wait," Trish answered, "but thank you anyway."Geoff had been about to speak, but the assistant returned at that moment with the selection of stockings, as Trish tried to choose a pair he wondered just what she had meant by the 'long wait' comment, surely she wasn't. It’s your wedding, not ours. We are happy to participate in it and proud for you. Where it happens is not very important. What happens is important.”Karen said, “I will reserve my decision until after tomorrow morning. You two are probably right as usual. That’s one reason we’re here. Oh, Melissa and I talked and the second week in June is the target. The first weekend would not have been good for her. Neither of us will wait beyond then.”Mister Mason said, “We will circle that weekend in gold.. The most wonderful, and freeing one, was that I really looked like a girl. I had never thought of myself as looking like a girl before, but in Sandra's clothes, Sandra is Robert's sister, I really did look like a real girl.Another realisation was that I had a sense of peace within myself, and a sense of wholeness that I had never had before. I had never known that I lacked these feelings, not till I saw myself for the first time wearing girl's clothes.TwoIt took me more courage than I had known.