Grace, Kim and I were used to the tingly feelings but the twins acted scared that something bad was going to happen. We assured them that it was norma... to feel that way and to keep going.On our walk into the cave I asked the girls if they had ever read the book or seen the movie of Camelot. They said they had read the book and seen the movie when they were younger. I told them. "Well, you are going to get the chance of a lifetime to see a lot of what the book and movie were based on. You will. The bind that ties us brings us together even while we deny that it’s there. Static electricity, circumstance. Again, loneliness. But not that. Then I feel his touch once again and I lose myself, drowning in his soul, always just beneath the surface, giving over all that I can, breaking my heart again, all just to feel his magic, his heart, one more time. I dream of his possession, the freedom of belonging to this person. And I whisper to him, ‘You are all that I am not, all that I was. To my great surprise, when he learns that we live together in the same house he says he cannot do the ceremony.“You’ll need to separate, live apart, for at least six months before I could consider it,” he says.I think he makes sport and laugh, but he is serious. He wishes for me to make my dwelling elsewhere for half of a year before we marry. Linda just shakes her head and thanks him for his time, and we leave.“What is this foolishness?” I ask when we are back in the car. “He wants us to live. ...'he can see my bra straps'....it semed a big deal that another man was seeing me in my bra.I unfastened my bra and took it off, then stood up and my dressing gown fell to the floor, as I stood up with my back still to my 'date' I bent over slightly and removed my panties..at the same time thinking 'he can see my bare bottom !!'.....he then made his move and pulled me towards him, I was totally naked as was he and it felt so right ...he asked if it was my first time and I said 'No'...which.