Slow and easy is better. I raped a blonde chick at your party last night. All her husband had ever done was to hump hell out of her as fast as possibl.... But even rape must be done gently and lingeringly. Before she left she looked me up and asked me for another date. Now, because you've been a good girl and have listened without interrupting, I will let you have another inch. Isn't that nice?"Kalola and Lynn, breathless with suspense, were watching intently."Oh, my God!" Ellen groaned, "what. " When I met you back in 2018 you hadn't fully processed it. You hadn'treally grieved. You were projecting your feelings to others. When's thelast time you cried?" Cried?" I said. "Guys don't cry." Yeah, Amber almost brought me to tearstwice already. But no one saw that. I was bullied so much in school thatI vowed to put up a wall. To never show anyone that I'm weak."Then that's all I have for you tonight," the angel said as the bouncerresumed looking stiff.The bounder noticed me standing there. We learned that besides mathematics, we had a lot in common: both of us were from small towns, although hers was in Western Oregon and mine in Eastern Oregon, we were majoring in mathematics, and we were Freshmen. Afterward, when I took her home, we sat in the car talking for probably an hour, getting to know each other. Then she leaned over and kissed me. It was completely different from the little bit Tina and I had kissed. It felt more like Elena was making love to my mouth when she kissed. "You look really pretty," shecomplimented me. "You are so lucky!" I realized these girls actuallythought I was a little girl, too. I didn't know whether to feel excitedor relieved, but I decided it would be less embarrassing to maintainthe charade. I decided to watch them carefully and try to act just likethem, so they wouldn't notice any difference."Our Mum never lets us wear make-up," the oldest girl added. "Did yourmum do your face for you?" My Mum never lets me wear make-up either," I told.