I've still got some boy's clothing in my closet and dresser but I don'twear it any more. Plus, it's kind of funny, but since the sponsor iskeeping me ...upplied with the latest styles in his clothing line, I'mbetter dressed than most of the girls at school and I think that makesthem a little envious.Actually, except for Adam, I haven't been hanging out with the boys atschool much this year. It just seems like I've got more in common withthe girls and I usually just walk through the halls with. That is exactly the kind of thinking I don't need.I am very comfortable with who I am and she can like it or lump it. Ifshe doesn't like me then screw her, I thought. And then I recoiled at myown thinking. I'm not like that. I'm actually a nice guy. Very nice.It was clear that I was rattled. I decided to not decide anything for afew days at least. I would let it all percolate.After a few days I was still no clearer on what it all meant nor whatpath forward I would take. Every night I would haul. I still haven’t finished counting Clarice’s freckles. Meet you in the spa, Princess. Anyone else is welcome to join us,” I added.We were there in a matter of moments making out while the other ladies joined us.“Your brother is certainly aggressive, isn’t he?” our new housemate said.“That’s why we all love him so much,” Isabel said between kisses.I looked around and everything looked fine in the back yard. The pool cover was locked in place as I had asked. I wonder if it had ever been opened the. Is everything ok?" Yes Momma, I just want to go back inside before I screw things up bigtime. I think Malissa needs some more time out with you. And I'm startingto feel pretty tired." She kissed momma's cheek then sat back in the chair.As she passed me she smiled. "Step out front Malissa. And thank you forletting me spend so much time with Momma." We hugged and then I was backout front looking into Momma's eyes."Malissa?"My smile grew huge. "Yes Momma, it's me." So the Mall is about to close,.