..?, he asked uncertainly. Well Kabir, tobe honest with you, and I know I can be honest with you since we arefriends, you did a huge favor for me yest...rday, Anjali repliedconcentrating on her breakfast. I did a favor for you?? Kabir askedthoroughly confused. Yes, you did. I was so confused about myself.Whether I am gay, straight, transgender. My therapist suggested that Ishould experience a man to know for sure and now I have. I knew that youwere the person to try it out with, she replied. It’s the fact that you care.’ ‘Well, you have to be open to it, or you wouldn’t have an emotional reaction. Thank you.’ He said gently. They finished their bacon rolls and tea in companionable silence, then she rested her head against him. He dropped a kiss on top of her hair and settled back against the pillows. After a few minutes in which they both visibly relaxed, Angel roused herself and looked up. ‘I’m going for a shower, but don’t get any ideas.’ ‘My brain’s not getting any ideas, but. Or terror. Or maybe it was both. Then, for reasons I'll never understand, I kissed her. I mean I really kissed her. It was stupid in more ways than one. She easily could have bitten off my tongue and gone back to sleep without remembering a thing about it.Her struggling didn't stop, but it did change direction in an instant. One second she was fighting to pull away from me, the next she was trying to climb inside me through my mouth. I came to my senses when I realized she was pumping a fistful. I tried to keep my distance from Gwen for the next few days, knowing that we could not let that happen again, no matter how it felt. Gwen was busy with school stuff and I focused on work and tried to convince myself that it never really happened. Then Gwen started watching me, and making sure that I noticed her, touching her breasts, rubbing her crotch, flashing me... basically driving me crazy. I kept as much physical distance between us as I could, trying to not get into a situation where.