I could see her jacket waiting for her. She obviously had begun earlier and finished her morning workout. "Well take care, I will see you tomorrow." S...e you tomorrow," she agreed. I turned the corner leaving her standing alone. I continued to walk at a pretty good clip. I wanted to get in a good walk even more than I did most mornings. There was something about that day that made me want to work my body.After my walk I started the bike and headed for home. Other than the chill in the air it was. "Brian, have you ever kissed a girl?" Of course," I answered."Are you good at it?" She asked."I'm very good at it." I told her.She continued, "I've only done it a little bit. I don't think I know how to do it right. How does a man like to be kissed?"I thought about it a bit, and finally said, "I'm not sure it's a good idea Sanya, you'll just give a guy the cooties." I'm serious Brian." Well have you had yourself tested?" I asked.Finally I said, "Well, I guess there's not a right or wrong way to. Doctor Mercer asked me to do that after Thanksgiving when you broke me out of that trance I was in. I’d so convinced myself that I was an evil person who I didn’t want to live, but I couldn’t kill myself so I just kind of went through the motions.”“You thought about killing yourself?” I gasped, unable to restrain my emotions.“Yes. On my birthday. When I got Steve Bear. Up until that point, I was so angry with you and blamed you for everything. When you sent me that gift and the letter,. I was dead-bored, nobody knew i was down here, nobody knew she was here, i had an entire night of nothing to do in a basement with so many pointy objects. plus- usually once i shoot a load i wont be good for another two hours or so.the act of voilence on her teeth was a dead give-away that i didnt plan on letting her live tonight. it was very hard for me to just rape a chick and let her run off...usually i would pick out girls like this one [sluts on the corners selling themselves] so that no.