I told them you were justsensitive but of course they were right."She had walked to the side of the bed and was staring me in the face."To think I let...you fuck me with that little dick." I must have lookedshocked, maybe even hurt. "You don't think... you don't think your dickis actually big do you!?!"I didn't know how to respond. Was this a rhetorical question? Iconsidered her statement in my mind. No, I never considered my dickbig. I mean, I'm a realist. I've seen men's penises at the gym. I, of course, thought nothing of it and headed round to his house. I rang the doorbell, and waited for someone to answer. I saw a tall figure through the frosted glass, approaching the door, and realised that it was him. He hauled the door open, and my knees almost gave way underneath me when I saw him. He had a small towel wrapped around his waist, and he was dripping wet. Clearly, he had just got out of the shower. My mouth dropped open at the sight and I found myself getting a little turned. He fills them well, don't you Jack?" I sure do!"And then the two of them turned to each other and kissed ... long and deep.It was clear to me now that I had been beat. Jack had been planning this for a long time, perhaps from the very beginning, looking for a way to steal Janice from me.And it was also clear to me that he had already succeeded, before I even was aware fully of what was going on.But there was just one slim hope."What..." I gulped, "what happens if I win the bet?" I asked."Well,. It?seasy. --What scares you?Lots of things scare me, but I didn?t get this far byletting my fear stop me. I really believe that we actout of fear, building walls, or act out of love,being open. Giving the call of love is the only wayto make good things happen.Honey, as a woman, I need to surrender, to let peoplein. It?s not just letting men into my body, relaxingand opening to them to experience delight, itsletting men and other women and children into myheart. It?s being melty, dropping the.