I can't do that to you." No, Tom, please don't leave! I don't think I could stand it."Tears sprang from my eyes and I reached blindly for him. He put ...is hand up and stopped mine with his palm, pushing it back to my side of the car."No, Bev, we mustn't. I said no touching, and it has to be that way." He shuddered. "I couldn't stand it otherwise." Oh, Tom, I'm being so selfish! My god, it has to be much worse for you than for me. Admit it. How did you feel when you heard us making love?" I .... On the third day, from my home office up in the attic, I heard the doorbell ring. It was the UPS guy. I signed for the package and shut the door. Walking back into the kitchen, I looked at the mailing label and saw that it was for the wife. That’s strange, I thought - what could this be? I shook the box, but whatever was inside was packed so well that nothing moved. Shit! Is it her birthday? My mind raced. Had I missed her fucking birthday? I was all but certain that I hadn’t, but I checked the. On my way to harveys i kept thinking should i call and cancel but i come to my sences and drove all the way there when i was at the top of his very long street (very long for l.a) i light up a ciggarette and had finished it by the time i pulled into his drive way. i got out my car and walked to the door. i knocked on the door and was great by some woman i didnt know i said to her "good everning im leonardo spencer you should be exspecting me" the woman spoke to someone within the house saying. “Okay, I won’t tell mom or dad about it but…” Amy said still standing near the door. “But…?” Alex again got scared. “But… you have to do finish what you were doing and also let me watch it,” Amy said, “and its an offer we will talk about it more later but now just do what you were doing” “You want me to continue and you want to watch it,” Alex wasn’t sure if that is what exactly Amy was saying. “Yes,” Amy confirmed with a naughty smile. Alex wasted a minute thinking what to do and then he took.