I try to move, but he warps his arms around me holding me in place. "Jacob, what are you doing? Let go of me." "No, Nina, I love feeling your body nex... to mine," he whispers in my ear. “Jacob, have you lost your mind?" I hiss. "Haven't you ever imagined us pleasuring each other, Nina?" he asks. "Oh god, Jacob, I'm old enough to be your mother. This is not going to happen," I snap. "Well, this is going to happen, Nina, it’s just a matter of time before you cross that line," he says. "Nina, come. . "Wow, I love the outfit!" came his voice from the other yard.She opened her eyes and pretended to be startled, her arms instinctively coming up to cover her as she sat up."Oh, Hi Michael. Just thought I'd soak up a little sun. I thought you might be out looking for gems." I think I just found one. How about something cool to drink?" he asked."Sounds wonderful."He was gone only a moment and returned from his house with two cold sodas.As he handed her the soda she began to pull the blanket. This allows me to greet staff and owners alike. Just as the yard clock strikes 9, I hear Julie’s little car roaring down the lane; a new exhaust is needed. Nothing unusual about this until I see Mary exiting from the passenger’s seat.An embarrassed Mary rushes into the tack room leaving Julie to say “Good morning David,” sealing the wish with a wink and a cheeky smile. “Hi Julie, You two an item then?” “Wouldn’t you like to know?” I say “Isn’t Mary going to say hello today.” Julie replies,. Between the romance displayed the "this Bud's for you commericals".It left me to no end. The phone rings I jump. Just to find a phone solicitor on the other end, wanting to know if I wanted the paper delivered. I replied trying to stay calm."Ms I already get your paper, please do not call here again."Was it the waiting, the want, the need. Whatever this was may cope ability level was at an all time low. But still I felt a sense of anticipation. Was I lost in feeling and thoughts. Misforgotten.