’, Jack tells her with a wink, as he stands, gathers his lunch and heads out of the office. I can hear Alyssa giggling to herself as I dive eagerly ...nto my lunch. With Jack gone, my appetite surfaces. It’s a companionable silence that’s in the room as we eat. It’s always that way with her, despite the raging hormones I constantly suffer through while in her presence. It’s a fact that Alyssa’s one of the few people I can be comfortable with, no matter the situation. We seem to finish eating at. We would smile, and I would thank him, for I knew he meant it, even if I disagreed. He loved me, and his vision was influenced by his heart.But I knew that the reality was that I was the winner. And my friends, bless them, all knew it, too.Not that my friends had all married losers. Okay, some had, and others were less than attractive, and others had fallen out of love, or had just settled into lives together. But Jeff and I, we were more in love now than we had ever been. Granted, he WAS. I mean something specific. Something thats so close to a real experience u have actually had that it excited u to that next level? Had it happen the other day, came across a cute little gay couple (https://xhamster.com/videos/room-mate-4392883) and they get after it. Right from the start the top felt familiar. His way of being dominant, the way he talked and the way he fucks, so familiar. I was with a guy for about 6 months and he was exactly like this guy. He was so not a dominant kind of guy. Now she lived in West Hollywood and sang with her band when she was in town. Then she started writing about her ex-boyfriend. They had broken up over three months ago. She became upset as she wrote and started to speak aloud."I thought that he was the one. I thought it was true love. But after two years of catching him I knew it had to end." He was cheating on you?" If only. Sex I could handle. No he was blowing his life on drugs and I was not going to live with that. So now I'm going to be.