When I glanced up there was a ZNN reporter who looked as haggard as the rest of the people here and a camera man. I wondered why he was even in the ar...a at all. Then I realized that the Sudan - Ethiopia - Congo wars was his assignment.Boomer and Sidney had unloaded the generators into the back of the jeep along with a couple of the gas cans. It would take another trip to get the rest. Sidney stayed with the chopper and the pilots while the two ambassadors, Boomer and I walked behind the jeep.I. "Nothing naughty," Mum added. "I just want to see your manhood. It's so big and ..." she got tongue-tied before adding, "sorry, I shouldn't have asked."If I hadn't been so shocked I would have agreed straight away but it took some seconds before I could speak. "Don't be silly, mum. Of course you can. It's ony natural. It's not as if we are going to do anything. Just ... if I let you see me ..." Mum was nodding already and before I could finish she said, "Yes, of course. Let's both get. How could Marie love me this much two years ago, and leave me in a crumpled heap like this? I feel like a zombie I am so engulfed by sadness. I wander through my daily routine with little thinking. I have done my best not to let friends and family know how truly devastated I am. I have lost 30 pounds since Marie has left. I just forget to eat most days. I sit alone in the dark at night and just wait to fall asleep from exhaustion and despair. I though about calling Marie but didn’t see any. When I get there, I lightly slam my hands against the top of my desk in sexual frustration. God damn him and his teasing! It feels so amazing but also kills me inside.Does he not want me today? Was that his girlfriend he was texting so he has no interest in his office toy right now? Ugh, I just want his touch! As I am currently too worked up in a sort of open area, I decide to make my way to the supply closet to calm down.I arrive without too much attention and walk further towards the back in.