While it was never a problem for her in our relationship, she admitted to often fantasizing about being "overwhelmed" by a much bigger man. In Brad's ...d he described himself as a "34-year-old ex-college jock," and listed his "measurements" as 6' 3" and 190 pounds. I remember Kay smiling broadly as she read the ad aloud--particularly the part that simply said "eight inches plus," with no other explanation.We arranged a get-acquainted drink with Brad and found him as advertised: polite, charming,. "Now, Jacque, you will feel the weight of a woman's eyes. Your manlashes will now become dark and lustrous and heavy with the weight of awoman's mascara. When you blink your eyes you will feel the new weightand you will see the new length which you want on your lashes so thatyou can be a woman. Open your eyes wide!"Jacque sighed heavily and did as he was told. Three times Claudettetraveled the circuit of Jacque's lashes, each time applying more andmore black length and weight. The lashes stood. Wendy led the way upstairs. The children followed like owls, wide eyed and silent. They stood at the foot of the bed while Wendy went and kissed her mother."The ambulance is on its way, Mum," she said. "The twins have come to say hallo to you."She stood aside and the twins went one to each side of the bed and took a hand apiece."Hello, Mum," whispered Tom."Hello, Mum," said Hettie in a slightly stronger voice. "Please get better soon." We love you," they chorused and bravely smiled.Theresa's. What I hoped I might discover was any glimmer of recognition that these "young ladies" Albert so lusted after were autonomous individuals with their own intellect, their own hopes and fears, their own lives to lead. I never found it. To Albert, it seemed, they were nothing more than objects of carnal lust. Even when he incorporated into his project something that might appear to be to their benefit, his motives were always wholly selfish. And what depressed me most about this was that I was.