‘Sure, we can go to my house after we shop and dress you, if you’d like’? I told him. ‘We could do that’? he whispered. ‘Sure we can’ I ...ssured him. ‘I would like that’ he said excitedly. ‘I’m Cissy, whats your name sweetie’? I asked as we continued to shop. ‘I’m Brian’ he answered. ‘What’s your girly name’? I asked . ‘I don’t have one’ he said. ‘I spell Cissy with a C’ I told him. ‘Lets call you Sissy too and spell it with a S’ I suggested, as we headed for the checkout counter. ‘I’d like. Being here on the tenth anniversary does not undo ten years of time, but think it will help me ease ten years of pain." I think I understand." I don't want to do a lot of talking right now, we have much to talk about, but later." I think that's best" I do have to ask you one question. Do you still care about me enough to want to give our love another chance?" Yes Courtney, I do, more than anything. I do not need to ask you that question. I knew the answer when I saw you standing by the bed.". Trust me on that." Yes, yes, I DID notice that she hadn't actually answered my question, but, after all, I was technically unemployed at that moment. # # # # # # # # We stood facing one another in my pale blue tile bathroom. I took off my Speedos as she took off her sarong and that tiny bikini. I held out my hand, so she could step daintily up into the bathtub and turned on the warm water. She took the hose from my hand, and we began pretending to wrestle it away from each other,. In my head. It was like I was being pushed out of the way - forced away from control of my own body and trapped in a corner. The next thing I knew he was kissing me, forcing his tongue down my throat, and I was enjoying it. At least my body was. He was holding my head and grabbing my ass with his other hand. It was like I was two people. On one hand, I was there, screaming for him to let me go, screaming at my own body to get away from him, but I was also there, feeling what I was feeling,.