Everything behind my eyelids was black.I didn’t want to open my eyes in the morning. I didn’t want to see the black world. The colors had all begu... to fade after my meeting with Dr. Lowenstein. I walked across campus to the car with Morgan and watched the grass turn dirty brown and then fade to black, like someone had cut it out of the picture and showed a void behind it. Buildings went black. The sky turned black. And gradually the color escaped from the other students I met along the way.. Maine ek din thodi himmat kar Panty me fir se muth maari. Dusre din subha maa ne kaha “Rakesh tu itni der bathroom me kya karta hai”. I was like ki kya bolu. Tab maine kaha “Kuch nahi maa saaf safai ka thoda jada khayal rakhta hu”. Sunita ne ek si ajeeb smile dete hue kaha “Achha”.Us din raat ko jo hua it changed my life forever. Mai baith kar ek movie dekh raha tha. Thund k din the, mai kambal odh kar baitha movie dekh raha tha, tabhi maa aai aur pucha “ Kya kar raha hai tu.” Maine kaha mai. Wasn’t that the way it was supposed to be? He was like my Dad and I had become like my Mom. Jackie had opened a new world for me. We had walked naked though the house, had tender moments by the stove, kept each other warm in front of the open refrigerator, and feasted on each other all over the house. It was wickedly wonderful. I could never imagine Ralph eating me in the flickering candlelight like she had with my ass parked on the polished dark wood of the dinning room table between the knife. "The second floor is ours and I don't want to live in a Pier 1. You do that in your room." But I want the guys in uniforms. Blue for Housekeeping, Red for Maintenance, Yellow for Administration." Ivan put in."Can we wear miniskirts and go-go boots too?" Yann bat his eyes."With your ass? Hell yes!" Ivan lobed back. "Hey Boss, what's the rule on sex among us?"I had a mouth full of food at the moment and had been enjoying them being so excited - and the fact that they all came to dinner naked.