Nothing at all.By the time I was dressed again and on my way to my next class I was feeling much more confident. Sure, some of the girls I thought wer... pretty, some sexy. Most weren't anything like that. Fat and skinny. Short and tall. None of them meant what Lyn meant to me.At lunch Lyn came running up to where I was waiting in line to buy a sandwich. "Just got a second, Katie." She grinned at me. "Mom told me I have to go grocery shopping this afternoon, after school. Price of the car keys.". " and was clearly too embarrassed and enraged to continue.Maria nodded, "And he is neither nice nor discrete about it. He requires Mama to do all kinds of degrading things. I hate him! Sex should be fun, something freely given, not taken in trade."Sara Jay asked, "Do both of you dislike sex?"Maria replied, "I like sex, I just..." then stopped her words with her hand on her mouth.Consuela's eyes got big, "Maria! You have given yourself to someone? I do not want you to be puta like me."Maria. She eventually asks me if I have condoms I said no, to which she says we have some in the bedroom. If she hadn't been drinking she would have noticed I went ghost pale. I just thought to myself we're fucked, that's it shes gonna see this black dude most likely butt naked in her room and flip the fuck out. My heart was pounding out of my chest the closer we got to the door. She opened the door and I couldn't breath, I walked in and everything was just fine nothing seemed out of place. Instead of. ‘I thought you went home already…’ ‘No, I wanted to see Jill ride.’ Our conversation quickly turned to Alex and me. He gently warned me that maybe things were going too fast and I should slow down. Unfortunately, this leg has put me into a situation that prohibits that from happening. I knew he was sincere, but I had boxed myself into a corner. I told him the newness of the relationship should not wear off in a few weeks. By then I will be able to move around and I can come home if I need to. I.