Gray - in the emotional sense.I wasn’t happy. I wasn’t sad. I wasn’t excited or content. I wasn’t anything. The words Joey spoke to me I just ...idn’t bother to comprehend, for I didn’t feel the need to. I had no motivation to do anything. I think I would have just stopped breathing if it hadn’t been automatic.Joey had to take control of my body several times while I was like that. He kept me from wetting the bed and otherwise took care of my body’s needs while my brain was numb like that.We were. I try to find Hussain and see he is sitting on the chair watching us. I tell Imran to stop, Im with Hussain and Hussain shouts over, listen slut I know you want Imran and I own ur cunt. You fuck who i tell you to. Imran shoves his cock in me. This experience was before my cousin and Id never had one so big. I scream, owe that hurts please stop. He keeps going and he leans over and whispers in my ear, shhh Anju, Ive wanted to fuck you since Hussain started dating you, now Im not going to stop. He was too agitated to wait for his turn to speak."Why?" I asked. "Because Sara's depressed? I figure helping us get her daughter back will be the best medicine we could give her." What if we fail?" Dad asked. "What happens to Sara's mental state if, for a host of reasons, we don't achieve our purpose??" I'll tell you what'll happen," Jason said to me. He was furious. "She'd dig herself a deep, dark hole, jump in, and never climb out."I shook my head. "It's a risk she'd want to take." Besides. Did my makeup with thick pink and blue eye shadow and my signature glossy pink shinny lips. Pulling under a bridge where the homeless were I got out of my car walking down the dirty dirt path there were 2 men standing next to a barrel with a fire burning. I had been with one of them a few times before. He smiled as I did. Merry Xmas I said and handed him the normal $20.00 I pay them to let me suck their cocks or fuck me. I went to my knees unzipping him and taking out that fat black cock..