"Hey, hey," I soothed, taking into my arms and for not the first time I found that she was no longer that scrawny thing I once remembered."Don't you w...rry about Slater," I said, "I can handle him."Well I knew I could never take on Slater and win for he was the biggest bully in the whole school but I knew one thing I could hurt him before he flattens me."It's not just that," she sobbed, "I have these feelings that scare me."Well nothing new in that, I thought."It's like some part of me wants to. ' Wow! My mom did see me last night and she noticed my morning wood in the hallway. What does that mean? She liked it? I know I sure did. My mind raced.Twenty minutes later, she came up the steps into the kitchen and poured another cup of coffee. She carried the cup into the living room where I was sitting watching television. She watched me for a few moments to see if I would react to her presence before she spoke.“I started a load of laundry downstairs. If you have anything, take it down now. Oh! Wait a moment,” Chris said.Johan watched as Chris frowned and looked off to the side. “Sorry about that,” Chris said with a half-smile. “Whitney, sorry, Dr White asked if you could you relay a message onto a Professor Henley and tell him that she is still alive but her husband didn’t make it. She said she can’t take the job because she will be staying here in the new settlement.”Johan nodded and then frowned. “Wait! Did you say, Dr Whitney White? Tall, blue-eyed blonde, about mid-thirties. Then one day, Ray and I were lying naked in bed together, talking and fondling each other’s genitals, as we were getting in the mood to have sex. And I decided that it was finally time for me to share my second “dirty little secret” with Ray.So, as I was slowly and playfully pulling his foreskin up and down the shaft of his not-yet-erect penis, I said to him, “Remember when I told you all about Freddy, and you told me that it really turned you on to find out that I had.