The judge thought for a moment and then voided the failure to appear charges."The second item before this court is your failure to make the court orde...ed alimony payments to Ms. McKeean." I've been making payments to her on a monthly basis."Then Elaine's lawyer stood up and said that while it was true that I had been making monthly payments they were not for the specified amount and for the first four months after the divorce was final I made no payments at all. I explained to the judge the. I would cry. "Charlie... are you okay?" It... hurts." I sobbed, tears coursing down my cheeks.He frowned and looked over his shoulder, "Sorry about that... I thought you were trying to steal the ball!"My body became racked with emotion as the tears flowed on, he again looked over his shoulder and stepped a bit to his left and crouched down. I noticed and wiped my eyes with my arm. "Come on Charlie, get control of yourself!"I continued to wipe my eyes as he shielded my crying from the others on. Pia and I decided to explore and set off, walking hand-in-hand along the lakeshore. I really enjoyed being with Pia and part of me wished I could stay in Helsingborg, though I knew that wasn’t possible. Rolf had told me I was welcome to visit any time, so I knew I had a place to stay if I wanted to visit Pia. I was still unsure about my motivations with Pia, but I had quite a bit of time with her to figure it out.We walked for about an hour along the lake, just taking in the quiet of the. Sophie was a nice woman and she seemed to like me. Our rapport was so good, Dad started asking her over for dinner on a semi-regular basis. When I first met her it was at one of those dinners and it became obvious to me why he liked her. After dinner, Dad would always drive her home and say sheepishly, "Don't wait up, Honey." As if I didn't know what he was going off to do.But knowing it and seeing it were two different things. Dad had had a steady stream of girlfriends since I was about.