These were just ways of getting money, ways that were certainly easier than working. But it was something else. While most of the gang members were yo...ng — under sixteen, down to twelve — Ahmed, the leader, was in his twenties. And he was becoming more violent, in Calvin's view, just for the sake of violence. Ahmed explained it as retribution, but Calvin wondered, Retribution for what? Sure, blacks had been enslaved. But neither he nor any other gang member could even calculate how many. When I looked in the mirroragain, I was once again stunned at the way I looked.He told me to put on a soft pink tube top with scads of lace across thetop of the bodice leaving my shoulders bare. He told me it was gettinglate and that I needed to put my butt plug in. This was unusual because Iusually didn?t wear a butt plug out of the house on most occasions but hewas insistent.He proceeded to dress me and he went over to the toy draw and pulled outa 7-inch long butt plug with a 1-inch thick. I guess somehow she noticed that I couldn't keep my eyes off of her, and out of the blue she looked over at me and asked, do you like what you see. and of course I said yes. I kept on driving for a few more miles and she said do you mind stopping whenever you can, I really need to pee. I said I would pull over at the next exit and she said ok. When I came to the next exit I pulled off and went into a gas station and she got out and went to the ladies room. She was gone about 5 minutes or so. The good news was that Iwouldn't need nightly injections any longer. His research team had madea slow acting long-term injection that would last for a week. The badnews was that he was going on a trip to work with our Tokyo branch andwould be gone for the next month. He knew I was squeamish about givingmyself a shot, so he quadrupled the dose and gave me a shot that shouldlast all four weeks.After the shot I started to tell him about my urge to search for porn onthe job, but Dylan.