Now, I find myself facing the future. After four years of college, I finally earned myself a degree in Criminal Justice. What will I do with it? I cou...d set a course for Law School. Or I could head to the Massachusetts State Police Academy. I don’t know. Like all of you, I find myself plagued with doubt as I face my fears, my doubts and gather my strengths to take the next step on the road of life. I underwent a similar ordeal in 2003 when I finally admitted to myself that I was a bisexual. It was like who could suffer the pleasure of their arousal the most, I felt her urgency and her hands roamed up over my back and linger at my bra snap. She undid it and for a moment I stepped back slightly to let it fall off my arms to the floor. Now we were both naked from the waist up, she pressed her tits against me with a groan. I placed a hand behind her head to hold it as I kissed her hard to stifle it, I felt her press her legs apart as she pressed her groin into mine. I was so high. .. One of the others must have been disturbed and trying to find his or her way to the bog stubbed its toe, I recognised the manly voice and the terrible language ...it was Mandy. Anyway she hobbled off to the bog and on her way back leaving the kitchen light on she prodded me as only a woman can grunted “you awake!” and gave me a shake.“I bloody are now you daft cow!” I replied in my sweetest tone I could manage, which she as women do, managed to ignore.“What are we going to do about that”. There we also occasions where I would fuck Kenny and his friends one at a time. This would only happen if I was home with Kenny on "guys' night." It always happened late in the night after most of the guys left. There were never more than four guys (not including Kenny) when this would happen. I would lead one guy up to our bedroom, where he would fuck me like crazy then send another upstairs. After each guy, Kenny would finally make his way up after seeing the guys out. He loved having me used.