The other consideration that was dawning on me was whether Dave would use what he knew about our threesome to get some leverage over me regarding his ...enancy obligations, or lack of them in his case. Ill keep a lookout I said, I am off this afternoon, but back in tomorrow. Yeah, see you tomorrow Johnny oh by the way, nice legs! She winked, and smiling, got back to her paper work. I needed air, and exercise, to calm me down. I was looking at a potentially tricky situation developing as a result. ..I'm ok...thanks/...just...those guys...kinda,..scared me...ohh...I know...its ok...relax.dont take it personal...they pick on anyone...yea...I know...but...what? whats wrong...??well...they wre callin me a fag...and sissy...queer boy...stuff like that...ohhh...its ok...dont let it get to you...thats how they are ..makes them feel superior...they do that to everyone...yeaa...I know...he sighed...but...we were sitting on the edge of my bed...he suddnely layed back looking at the. He had thought that he craved solitude. He found all of it that he wanted. He thought that the difference was in the desire, or lack of it, to be alone. It was simple enough. He was finding that that there were deeper truths to be understood. There was a spectrum of the state of aloneness, wherein a person could find oneself drifting from red to violet without full awareness of the shift until it was too late. Solitude caused a person to think, learn, meditate and achieve understanding. A. En maganai engineering college serthu viten, avan muthal aandu ippozhuthu thaan padithu varugiraan. Oru naal avan en veetirku avan nanbanai azhaithu vanthaan, amma ithu thaan ravi en nanban endru solinaan. Avanai paarkum pozhuthe enaku migavum pidithu irunthathu, thinamum ethanai nalaiku thaan naan viralgalaiye ethir paarthu irupathu. Avan siru paiyanaaga irunthaan athu thaan enaku migavum pidithu irunthathu, avanidam pasamaaga pesi vara vaithen. En idam pesave avan kuchap patan athu enaku.