‘Anna…’ The words that were in my head were, Anna, I love you, but I had no idea how to say them. ‘Yes Madam, we have all that. Is there anyth...ng else we can help you with,’ ‘Yes,’ I stuttered between gasps, ‘but you would have to be here in person for that.’ ‘Then we will look forward to seeing you very soon.’ ‘Yes, and thank you Anna.’ ‘You are very welcome Madam, Ciao.’ Anna told me later that she had been so wet she thought it was going to be visible though her trousers, and had to beg. Fear of hurt is such a dark murky path. Go find her.”I knew then I had to retrace my steps, to drive back to where I belonged. “Thanks, Matilda. You’ve helped me begin to heal. I will return, I promise.”And, as always, Matilda had it bang to rights.A blond ponytail swayed as she turned to take a second sly glance at me. She’d already betrayed her interest with a lingering first glance. So, when her pale blue eyes locked onto mine, I held the eye contact. She blushed, looked away and whispered,. So, lay face down on my desk and put your arms under you. I want your skinny little naked ass at the edge." Said Jeni.I did as I was told and lay there waiting for something to happen. I didn't have to wait too long before I felt it. SMACK!! Was the noise I heard and felt when the paddle hit my naked ass. I jumped and screamed."Don't move cunt or it will be even worse. You were a bad cunt and will be spanked for it. Right now it is ten smacks with my paddle. You move or try to stop me; I will. " I said it's OK, don't worry about it.This was upstairs in the Famous Furniture Store. She was my 3rd lover ever.We went back to 69 and for the next 3 years did 69 as often as we could and she always swallowed gladly. Mostly it was in the furniture store, but we did it a few times in my bedroom with my mother there, including sleeping together a few times.I was working and in college, her mother did office cleaning and they were really poor. I bought clothes for her, and I never saw her wear.