Please don’t take this the wrong way, but for men it’s all about penetrating SOMETHING, whether it’s vagina, anus, or mouth. For women, if they�...�re with men, it’s all about being penetrated. Two very opposite notions.”“So you and Glenda?”“Mostly it’s kissing and oral, focusing on breasts, vagina, and clitoris. We don’t push our fingers in all that much. Glenda says some girls do, and even use large dildos, but that’s not us. And what I’m contemplating is, well, actually being penetrated. I won’t. But that sense of doom was still there.Larry and his mom picked me up. In May he’d be sixteen and would be able to drive himself. His grandpa had already bought him a car, a Mazda, that was waiting only for Larry to get a driving license. That would be so cool. Mine was still more than a year away. And I didn’t think my grandpa would buy me a car.Mrs. Higgins dropped us at a Protestant church where the tournament was being held. We went to the basement where we found rows of tables. We went to. Becky appeared at the top of the stairs and the sight of her took my breath away. The flash from Mrs. Saunders couldn't even cause me to pull my eyes away from Becky. She was a vision as she came down the steps toward me. I almost wished that we could stay frozen in time so I could keep looking at her.The night, at least for me, was magical. I wasn't allowed to be a pig and hog Becky all to myself, but I did get two-thirds of the dances with her. Becky was pretty high up on the school social. ’”“Yeah, everyone does that too.”“Was it much trouble?”“Not much at all.”“How did the virus get on there?”“Downloading porn, of course. All sex requires hygiene, you know.” Sue sat watching her reaction, and Laura blushed only a little. She smiled slightly and said, “Don’t worry, I only had to look at a little of it. Only had to delete two or three files.”Laura blushed much more deeply and couldn’t speak. “Don’t worry about it. We’re not censors here. As an institution, we don’t judge.” Laura.