Allore himself was a family friend, and had handled the arrangements two years earlier when Sara's husband Pete had died. Mr. Allore was a friendly ma..., and the consummate professional. He assured Janie that he would handle everything including obtaining enough copies of the death certificate from the county Clerk's office.Janie decided on a very low-key ceremony. Hank was not a religious person but a minister was decided on to conduct the burial. Janie would buy one medium sized flower. That's how Kennedy wanted to find me when she got home. She'd get real horny, and I was there to help her with that. She has very definite ideas about what she wants, that makes life easy for me, usually. Usually, when I find out what she wants that day, it’s good. Sometimes I'm less enthusiastic about her idea, but usually turned on by it. I said I was frightened when I first met her, well I can still be frightened of her, or rather what she wants. I hate to admit it, but being frightened like. *** I could not bring myself to sleep. Every time I came close to dozing off, her face appeared before me. Distorted by pain, but still beautiful. I imagined her tiny figure huddled in her bed, her eyes wet with tears. Something thumped upstairs and I jumped up in bed. It was 4:00 a.m. While I was putting my clothes on, I tried to figure out why I was so upset. Nothing really important had happened. I knocked on the door before entering. Jessica was in her bed, lying motionless. I hesitated. Then she called me to come closer… I moved…ma heart is beating as if wanted to come out side… I moved slowly towards her… she put her hand on ma thighs n told me slowly that I was looking very cool… I smiled n with all ma strength I put ma hand on her thighs… she laughed at my innocence… After that I put ma hand on her shoulder and from the shoulder I was try put a hand on her boob… I did that….. she put her pallu on my hand so that no one should notice that… I slowly started squeezing them…..