This time I left itthere and massaged him to hardness. When I realized that it had been awhile since I saw Kelly, I leaned over to whisper to Anthony ...hat weshould go look for her. But as I did he turned to me and pressed hisbig black lips on my mouth. His long tongue invaded my mouth. I foundthat I enjoyed the strange sensation and soul kissed with him while Imelted into his arms. I lost track of time necking with this blackstud. After what seemed an eternity, I heard Kelly's voice and. .herrrrreeeeee wwweeee go.You shouldnt be scared of anal.... if u are scared at all......be scared of shitting on a dick, its much more humiliating for me anyways, huge turn off. That was always my only fear of anal, later on when i started getting real dick my fears turned toward protecting myself (stds, etc.) honestly its number one to protect yourself but its kinda boring to talk about and most people have heard about safe sex since birth, if not look it up or ask me. Ill play along with. From then on I used to fantasize her and masturbate .then I always tried to have a look at her body when I go to her house or at night when I went to sleep at her house .she always used to take bath in the morning but one day when I went I heard the sound of water from the bathroom. I called her and she said me to wait in the other room .but I was excited to c her and went near her room .she had just come out of the bathroom and was drying herself up .I saw her from the back and when she bent. "Have you talked to him since?" Lara asked.Ryan stared at the table. "I texted him to let him know I was at your mom's, and I called yesterday and left a message. I don't know what else to do." How about going to see him?" Maybe. I do want to talk to him, I just don't know what to say. I'm going on the tour, obviously. I'm sorry it messes with his plans, but I can't help it. I didn't ask him to stay in Virginia." Hey, relax." Lara raised an eyebrow. "You're getting defensive, and I'm on your.