There are lots of companies down there who use rental airplanes.Sue said, "I don't know about that, but I wish John were here, he knows so much about ...irplanes. Since he isn't doing anything, I might have him fly down to help me pick one out. Right now I want to go out and see some for myself."All of us rode out to the airport in the Suburban. There were three companies that were selling airplanes. When we walked into the first place, Mercy became uncomfortable and told Sue that we should. Icouldn't help but wonder about what her body looked like, or what Iwould see if she were to say suddenly lift up her blouse. When I wasn'tthinking such thoughts and trying hard to not think such thoughts, mymind wandered to the pretty clothes in my bedroom. I knew that nomatter how much I might tell myself to leave the clothes alone, I'd beexploring every inch of the dresser drawers and closet before thesummer was over. And yes, Miriam went to work every day and I wouldhave an ocean of time to. We had a quick sub-vocal conversation about that and when she realized there was nothing left to hide and I had made no judgments, it became much easier."Together we devised a rapid fire tour of Sara. Her thoughts passed in a stream-of-consciousness arrangement where one thought leads to another, complete with the images evoked. I sorted the data so it didn't matter if she followed a thought of a school situation in the second grade with a romantic fantasy from high school to an image of her. My philosophizing was interrupted by the touch of Hannah’s soft hand on my cheek. “Hey, lover boy, time for me to redeem that payment for letting you ride with Claire. How’s about you take this sister next door and see to her needs?”I smiled at her playful invitation and kissed her as I took her hand. But as we were leaving the room, my eyes were drawn to young Tyrell wanking that huge slab of meat in front of his groin. I felt a knot in the pit of my stomach and knew I couldn’t leave until I’d.