That it can’t be any other way. It has to be this way and this way only. I try to explain it to myself. I try to understand it. I try to make peace ...ith it. I try to convince my heart that the ache, the pain, the emptiness will go away. That there will be a ‘someone’ for me, a ‘someday’ for me. That there is the possibility, however remote, of a new beginning, a new start for my failed life. Each day I try. Each day I hope. I hope you are well. I hope you are OK. I hope that I am at least a. "Are you married?" No, divorced." Do you have children?" No" Are you engaged?" I could almost see her checking off the squares in her mind. "Do you have a girlfriend.?" Not engaged, but I do have a girlfriend." Live in?" Yes."Her face fell. She donned her robe and pulled it up tight around her neck with both hands."Look." I explained. "I certainly didn't come here expecting you to happen. I'm usually very monogamous. What happened was great. It was beyond great, it was astounding, but I still. Idecided that I could stand doing "research" with Dr. Lambert for twomore weeks, after all.After class, I went to Professor Lambert's office to again try to reasonwith him. I explained to him that I had been asked by my boyfriend tomarry him, I even showed him my engagement ring. He listened as he wasunzipping his fly and reaching inside to pull out his hard cock. We werefacing each other as he moved closer and took my hand in his. It was asif he hadn't heard a single word that I had said as he. Mommy couldn't stay because she had a business trip out of town so daddy was sitting on the bed with my birthday presents. When he leaned close to me I noticed his nostrils flared and I knew he could smell me. I blushed and just wanted to die with embarrassment. Daddy then kissed me on the cheek and said Happy Birthday kitten. When he got up to leave I noticed that the front of his pants were bulging.I got up and went downstairs in nothing but my nightshirt, forgetting I didn't have on any.