It made me really hard and I could not resist but she pushed me away and said and asked me to leave.That night I’m sleepless and then she texted me ...nd asked me what happened to me, I said “you are too beautiful to resist, and I can’t control it,” She said not to do it again and I said sorry. The next day we went to buy a guitar for me on my bike. It was my first time riding with her. It was so hot and the traffic is really heavy.We came home after shopping and really tired. There was no one. She was holding and giving me a hand job. In the bathroom, I just pushed my hand into her pajama and started finger fucking her. She was getting out of control and started giving me love bites over the chest. After that, I pushed her over knees and get off my pant and she started sucking my dick she was just sucking my tip like a lollipop and was moving her hand over the shaft. She started touching my balls and I started moaning aahhhhh….Uhmmmmmm alkkaaaaaa suck it more….. Then she started. “Do you need to rest?” I asked.When she nodded her head yes, I led her to a bedroom that was just off the kitchen. “You are safe in here,” I said as I opened the door for her. “And you can come into the kitchen if you need anything to eat or drink.” I adjusted the thermostat for her and said, “This room also has its own heater, so I can make it just a little bit warmer for you so you can sleep above the sheets.” She smiled at my use of a very out-of-date slang for someone who slept in the nude,. I look down at myself, and realise for the first time how ragged my clothes are And how alone I am… I staggered backwards and sat back on the sandy bank, my head spinning. Slowly, i began to remember what happened that night: My mum, younger sister Rebecca, and me boarded the ship in Dover. It was a cruise that went pretty much around the world – a present for my 18th birthday. Rebecca was 14 and had been so excited for the cruise. As i think of Rebecca and my mum, tears fill my eyes. I close.