I said, “All of my friends have girlfriends and they keep telling me about all the stories of the fun stuff they do and make fun of me for not havin... done anything. They keep teasing me that i will never even see a girl’s naked body in my life. I know it’s not right, but when they tease me, i feel very sad”. She said “hey, they are bad boys; you don’t need to be like them. When the time comes you will get a beautiful girl, much prettier than the white skinned ones your friends have”. I was. My god, she thought, he has an erection...is he having a sex dream? Again those tormenting images began flashing in her mind. She had never bodies twisted into such configurations...positions never attempted with her ex-husband. It was all very adriot and mechanical at times. She took a few tentative steps forward, nervous, then sitting on the edge of the bed, careful not to awaken him. She brushed his muscular thigh but quickly drew it away when he stirred. Even this gentle contact provoked. So what if they looked and got an eye full of my breasts! Pretty soon my entire body will be on display for thousands to see.Every time I thought of that it made my heart race faster in my chest and my breathing quicken. Just a few months ago I would not dare think of exposing myself in such a way but now ... now things were different. I've gained more experience and understanding of what it was I really wanted.I took a long bath making sure I shaved my pussy and any hair that was in the area. We have no further business for the day so I’m allowed to go home early. “Stop.” A set of strong hands capture my hips right before a hard chest meets my back and soft lips graze the sensitive flesh of my neck. “Come home with me tonight. I miss the way you feel.” “Why should I? Remember I was used in your game to get rid of Nicole!” I snap while yanking my body away from him, instantly annoyed by him and his bi-polar behavior over the course of the day. He can go to hell. “Go find some other.