'A security gate that isn't secure... small town cops that make early morning house calls... hotel clerks that don't realize a platoon of police have ...ust raided one of their rooms... what's wrong with this picture?' the Darkness asked."Everything." I hissed, maintaining my pace.'No shit, Sherlock! Care to narrow it down?'"Where was the household staff this afternoon? A place the size of this one should have a small army to keep it up."'Yeah, that's one... another good question would be "Why,. I was scared because he was different than the others, he wasn’t after my body alone, he was after all of me, every flaw and perfection, every fight, every moment that he and he alone brought out in me and nobody had ever accomplished what he had in just a short time.Normally when he’d try to captivate me, he’d kiss me, he’d kiss me until our lips would part, our tongues would dance and just as it started to get too heavy and put a single toe over the line, I’d tense, freeze, and back away.I. After I finished, I looked around the bedroom I once considered mine and thought about someone else sharing her bed. It felt like a knife in my gut. When I walked down the stairs, Gail was in her robe, standing in the kitchen. I wanted to beg her to let me stay but I remained silent. I didn’t want to give her the satisfaction of seeing me crawl. Gail looked like she wanted to say something more but I didn’t want her see to see my pain. The tears were welling up in my eyes. I didn’t acknowledge. I was out in the yard one day and one of my favorite spots was behind a storage building in our back yard, I decided to go back there and play in the pond or just be by myself in the nude. While I was walking I could see my oldest cousin come slowing across the yard behind me. I was almost scared because he was massive in size, like 6'2'' and a real strong cowboy type.I tried to run around the building and get to my spot before he could catch up with me, but he yelled my name and wanted me to.