Meri aankho se aansu girna shuru ho gaye the..par wo teeno apni hawas me dube huye the…achanak sunil utha aur usne mere honth par kiss kar diya..ye ...eri zindagi ka pahla kiss tha…mai aurphoot k ro padi..fir sunil ne wapas se apne honth mere honth par rakh diye..mai apni aankhe band kar chuki thi..fir koi mere shirt ke buttonskholne laga..mai chup chap baithi rahi..jab sab buttons khul gaye to teeno mujhe alag ho gaye.sunil ne dhire se kaha BAAKI SAB BHI NIKAL DE..maine uski baat maan li aur. " Tea I guess," I said. I wished so hard I didn't come across as being so wishy washy. I sat at the table while I heard her around the corner in the kitchen."This is so much nicer," she said and I couldn't agree more. And couldn't believe this was happening to me, in Lena's apartment!She'd suggested it herself. I'd been working with her on the project, an exhibit for a coming Woman's Studies conference, and simply that had seemed like heaven, helping her research, working out ideas. But while. Flashback – Jack – In the restaurantI was having a much better time sitting in the restaurant with Masha because while I was in the hospital, every damn time I looked at Banzai I felt like hell. I'd just embarrassed the hell out of Masha when I told her I wanted her for dessert when my phone rang. I looked at it, didn't recognize the number but figured what the hell so I would answer it.The minute I answered it I knew it was a huge fucking mistake! I heard, "Sgt. Reynolds, this is your Major,. "I love you, Mom."Bella cupped the girl's face, lovingly stroking her cheek. "And I love you too, so much. But we can't --"Sandy was becoming a little impatient with her mothers continuous back pedalling."I know, I know we shouldn't be doing this. I KNOW it's wrong. But I can't help it. It's what I want, what we want. That first time ... when you thought I was only a waitress ... It was like, it was... , oh shit, I had never feel anything like that" But you didn't know at the time we were.