No idea at all. But ... somehow ... I do."I shrugged. "Usually your first instincts are your best." Yeah. Sometimes they can fool you too." Look, Nata...ha. I'm not trying to put a lot of pressure on you. It may seem like it, but ... it's your decision. Do what you think is right. I'll accept that, whatever you decide."She studied me for a while longer. We had finished the meal, and were waiting for the waiter to remove the plates. When he had done so and we had declined a dessert, she looked up. .. and continued.I speculated, "There is always an L or an R. I wonder if those are the turns that were taken, but what are the numbers that follow the C's?"Tatiana added, "Then what is the S40 without an L or an R? And if he was romantically entangled with a young woman would he accurately keep track of the turns?"I answered the question out loud, "He might if something was annoying him enough to also keep track of the time."I looked at Tatiana and we both said, "The clicks of the meter in an. Said I should get some rest—and come out of my daze gradually. I asked the doc to send my bro Dustin back in to sit with me and he said OK.Dustin came in and dimmed the lights, and settled into the mostly uncomfortable chair in the room and we just kinda chatted about nothing for a while. He commented also about my roaring bonner, and I replied I guess it was never going away. He kinda grinned and offered that maybe it just needed some help. I grinned back at him and said that would be. Classes would often be canceled or moved to other classrooms, much of the time without the school informing me, and I’d have to search the hallways, searching the cavernous, mostly empty teaching building, looking for my class.While looking about the building, searching for my students, I’d see shadowy rooms with emaciated men in tiger chairs, being lashed with a truncheon by men in dark black uniforms. Or sometimes the rooms were filled with equipment, machinery, workers seated in rows,.