It seemed like I had just fallen asleep when I felt Kelly nudging my side. She whispered my name, telling me to wake up. When I finally opened my eyes... Kelly was kneeling on the bed beside me.“Let’s go do our workout, honey,” Kelly said. Her smile and eyes were both bright and bubbly.“In a little while, I want to sleep. Okay, baby?” I told her, pulling the pillow over my eyes to shield them from the sunlight coming through the bedroom windows.“I guess, but I’m going to go. I wish you’d come. Did you ever have one of those?" Sure I did, and a banana split too, but I think you're lying about her eating that often, unless she only had a bite at each meal." Tomorrow we're going back to the country club to play golf, and we're going to eat there again too. Mrs. Parsons is going to buy me my own golf clubs and have me take lessons so I learn to play right. She used to be the champion golfer at the club. For five years in a row, before she quit when her father died. She said that she'd. Come on, Jack. Get on with your living."Yes, Barbara would say that. She faced more than one loss with grace and serenity I envied. Barbara would be right. It had been seventeen months since she died. It was time to stop grieving and get on with living.Saying it is a lot easier than doing it. I had told myself a hundred times to start anew, but my own advice fell on sterile soil. Maybe it was the passage of time. Or, maybe it was the spring season when life is renewed. I knew now was the time. “The slut is not the only star from tonights movies. We are honoured to have with us tonight the three stars from the first movie, Mall, Dean and Mike. The crowd cheered as the 3 black men from the first movie appeared on stage, naked. I tried to get off the stage but the first man grabbed me and dragged me back to the bench. I was kicking out and screaming. I had never been with a black man and there were now 3 of them with massive cocks. The three of them started pulling at my clothes,.