I think something like this belongs in our family forever. Especially with the history of our family with the Evans name. I may be changing my name ba...k to Evans before I marry Deb." No Rob, I really appreciate your offer, but to know that it will still be in the family even with your new last name is enough with me. I'm sure I speak for our family when I say although you may be a Preston by decree; you're an Evans by birth and by temperament. I hear mother complaining to me about your. Much of it is stereotyped and that’s just sad to admit. They almost always want the brother who’s got a six-pack abs, muscles and wide torso, wears a doo-rag and talks ghetto with an insolent grin on his face, looking like he just stepped out of a 2pac video. Some want an athletic, muscle-bound brother who probably looks like he played for the Lakers, and some want an older dude who acts like a pimp and has been around the lifestyle long enough to have his own Social Security number tattooed on. . Beep ... Beep...When I awoke I was in another hospital bed dreaming about committing murder against the inventor of the beeping machine - again. There was no pain, however. I liked waking up in a hospital without serious pain. It was novel.As was my custom, I took inventory. Arms, legs, hands, feet, head, eyes, ears ... All present and accounted for. There were three IV poles, a computer monitor keeping track of everything from my breathing, to my blood pressure, and a monitor on my right. Remove your clothes." Never had a man spoken to you like that before. Deep, authoritative, commanding, sure, and unhurried. I release you and step back, watching. You could still say "no," still change your mind. You know what I wanted. I wanted you to make yourself available to me. Vulnerable to me. Naked before me. As I said during that walk in the park, when I titillated you with erotic descriptions of sexual surrender. You chose. You chose between the safe, uninspired sexuality You'd always.